I lose chlorophyll in the fall too

It seems that I cannot escape my emotional response to the transition from summer to fall. It always drags me down. I've been aware of it for many years. Now, however, I know that all is not lost. I just have to cope with the feelings and keep moving, keep working, keep being. I am home. Home is here, right now. It's not always pleasant and that is just a part of the experience. I love that. I dislike feeling down, but I love being able to feel it.